Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Instagrams and Interviews

First off, you guys should follow me on Instagram because I post on there way more than I do on here.

Second, I have an interview at Free People tomorrow and I'm still waiting to find out about the dates for my New York trip. I'll post tomorrow with good news!



Monday, April 22, 2013

Yesterday's Shoot

 Some behind-the-scenes photos from my shoot yesterday for Raya Hanon swimwear (www.rayahanon.com)              

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Pinot Noir

I'm about half a bottle of wine into my night and I believe I've just struck gold.

You've just read that sentence and you're probably thinking, "this girl just won the lottery". I hate to say that you're wrong, but you are.

However, long-term followers will know that I'm always battling with this inner conflict between my career and my love life. I feel constantly guilty because after the last time I chose someone over my career (which ended poorly) I know this time it has to be me. I realized something that doesn't change that necessarily, but rather sheds a new light on the subject and here it is:

Success means absolutely nothing if you have no one to share it with.

You guys are great, but I have this frightening vision of the first time I walk NY Fashion week and each night I return to my empty apartment and blog about how great it was because I have no one higher on my list to share my feelings with. It's a depressing thought, I think.

It's like on one end of the scale, I have this dream that is more important to me than pretty much everything.

On the other end, I'm completely human. I want to be loved. I want to share my heart and my whole life with someone because we're just made that way and I can't help it.

The battle isn't really any easier after my new found "gold" but it does provide a little more perspective. 

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Recent Shoot Photos

Over spring break last week I went to Wisconsin to visit some of my friends and to spend time with my boyfriend and his family. It is always a pleasure to shoot with my model/photographer friend Heather Wilson because her photos are so creative! Here's a couple from the shoot:

Outfit of the day, via Instagram